Us + Sandra Bland vs. The State

“Call the motherfuck….Call the….”

I make out muffled screams from outside. Barely there. From the comfort of my bed, I ignore. People on the block yelling is nothing new. Under covers, face in phone, I press play on CNN’s video report of Sandra Bland’s arrest during her traffic stop in Waller County, Texas. But instead of watching yet another over-edited rendition of the incident for my documentary studies class, I press a link to read the actual transcript.

We live on a mattress on the top floor of my boyfriend, who I call my love’s, row home in North Philly while I finish college. Our room is the only one left. Every other room in our house is grit and studs and bones and people’s junk and dead decaying mice and shit-stained toilets. Even still, we saved up and hired a graff writer turned fine artist to paint murals of Egyptian hieroglyphs on all the walls inside of the house. We hijack electricity from our next door neighbor Lisa, the unapologetic smoker, who thankfully never has any trouble paying her electric bill.

Read full story: https://www.midnightandindigo.com/sandra-bland/

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The Day Before submission to citywide #coronavirus poetry writing w/ Poet Laurette Trapeta Mayson

Who are we to smile, when news is as close as the day before?

What about the faceless forms frozen by the day before?

Where are we to run when virus is more air and lead is more water than the day before?

When do we tell our children love was only for the day before?

Who are we to say we survived when we but withered while inside longing for the day before?

How are we to discuss forever and never and always and yesterday and tomorrow and tonight and the day before?

No answers.

-Jeannine

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